October 17th, 2006
Amplified Sensations
Posted by
Kelvin in
Everything
I can hear my heart pounding in my left ears.
and also the "thud" which follows every footstep.
My head feels heavier than my body.
I feel worst than drunk. Everything I see seems so damned blur:
I check my phone: 7 Missed Calls, 5 Unread Message, and then I see a message from her, and I feel the pain even deeper, I find it really difficult to believe its unintentional.
When will she ever learn to notice things? And even she if she did, would she understand them or at least try to? The more of her messages I see, the more of her words I hear, the more painful I feel – or is it the blurness causing all these?