How to hate yourself.
[this post was typed in my handphone, hence the lower caps, and posted here at a later date (yes, i edited the timestamp).. anyways, still applies.]
i hate myself at times, i really do.
scenario:
uh, we’re on the bus. then this really sweet-looking gal who was seating down moved sideways to let an ah pek next to me have the window seat. (er, this shows she’s considerate, too) okay, so i moved in, and suddenly she moved, and there was a brush of legs; though it was more of hers getting brushed to mine (if u don’t get the idea, go back and get Seduction 101 for Dummies, by Wiley and Sons or something). of course, both of us responded, the usual electricity transfer methods, and yes, im a good conductor of that – i do respond. she just kept trying to make eye contact after that until it was so obvious that another (potential) player (?) noticed.
even after reading through the “buaya” handbook multiple times, i still drift from a few strict rules often. why? perhaps i’m not disciplined enough, that’s also probably why i tend to make attempts to corrupt younger gals, err, including those that aren’t exactly legal yet. (you watched Keeping Mum already?)
what really went wrong:
i admit. i hesitated. then just the moment before we alighted, this aunty with a damned cartful of groceries cut in, forcing me to take the front exit, while sweetgal took the rear. and by the time i got down.. i had lost her! bloody hell. what horrid luck. *angry*
okay, so i need rules to live by, lest what happened today happen again. and now i have one less number in my phonebook. so here they are – fellow players, ladies, and everyone else.. feel free to suggest more!:
- never hesitate at ANYTHING.
- appearence is the most important. never assume nobody is checking u out.
- number first, chat later =x
still, i hate myself. arghh.
anyways, off too lunch with jezlyn. *grins*